I think i am bipolar..but idk..whats wrong with me please help!?

I can't say for sure, but what you're describing doesn't sound to me like a clic case of bipolar disorder. Still, that doesn't mean it definitely isn't bipolar: it could be bipolar NOS (not otherwise specified -- means it is bipolar, but it doesn't follow the "rules" that most cases do). You should see a psychiatrist, because nobody on the Internet can give you a definitive diagnosis; even if they are qualified to do so, it would be better to see you in person. Do some research on bipolar disorder, and see if it makes sense to you. You also might want to read about borderline personality disorder -- based on the information you gave, I'm not sure if it totally fits, but I think it may be worth looking into. Good luck, and don't feel weird about asking for help!